Tuesday, February 28, 2006

An original poem about cats

Yay! an original poem. I am not sure whether i read this piece for Poetry Slam at Zouk later but i think it might make an interesting performance poetry! haha. Anyway its about cats. (i was inspired by the various interesting closed-form structure of poetry that i thought of creating my own. Its mainly quatrains with an ending couplet with AABB CCDD rime structure. If you noticed, the starting words for each quatrain -4 lines- also follow the same rime pattern.) Enjoy! lol.


MEOW

“Meow” I called you out,
“Meow” from the void deck, your name I softly shout.
A beauty you are,
A great attraction even from afar.

“Meow” you questioned me,
“Meow” when I look upon thee warily.
I, approached, small steps,
I desire so: You, upon these laps.

“Meow, meow, meoW mEOw, Meow?”
“Meow” which you have yet to utter. Goodbye?
Wait, don’t go. Not yet!
Wait pussycat, for You I yet to pet.

“Meow?” again I plead
“Meow” you spoke! Your dignified nod I heed.
Of seven was I.
Of older you- your long tail tells my eye.

“Meow” - your docile purr
“Meow” - my broad smile from your eyes I concur.
Gently, I stroke thee
Gently you rub, encircling tickled me.

Meow- Of stray you are,
But of royalty you are to me…


"Meow".

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Dirty Dancing rocks!


omg.

Patrick Swayze. Im so envious of him!!
I'm gonna dance like him!
he is SO GOOD. i dinnoe he can dance so well!

Dance!!

Friday, February 17, 2006

note to self

i need to blog about;

1) the Salsa on Rocks at HRC and how fun and mad it was!
2) wad Lionel said to me in HRC, and my dilemma to audition for Dragones

fuzz

Thursday, February 16, 2006

the long awaited


the Optimedia book prize,

finally it came
but of bills it will entertain..

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

i love it!!!

i love every second of it!

i love performing hip hop! i love the energy!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

another dream, realized!!

so much happiness!!!!!!

:D

Sunday, February 12, 2006

my Emix performance tmrw!


Yay!

tmwrw is Patron's Day, sort of SMU's birthday where theres a carnival and concert and where our S'pore president: Mr SR Nathan (he's our Patron)will grace the event! I will also dance el Hombre with caderas latinas in front of him! This is the second time im dancing for Patron's day in front of Mr Nathan; the first being in 2003 i think for Hindi song!

Importantly, tmrw marks my first EMIX performance. We will be doing Hip Hop to the korean Rain and the Let Me nigga song! I am so excited!!! Especially decked with black blazers and cool bling-blings! I get to wear my clock ring, and this kool new super bling bling necklace! :p i still need a cap and a tee! oh yeah i am digressing stil...

Its a special occasion for me as its on of my dreams in SMU to join emix since i first joined! :D YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm looking forward to dance for the retro party after that too!

God Bless

i Zapin-ed!


the performances for the book launch went great! I am so proud of SMU Malay Language club for having written their own book and for having it published!! Mr Zainal Abidin Rahsheed was our uest of honor. Everyone enjoyed the performances. I am so happy that i managed to do Zapin before i leave SMU. I was wowed by the Zapin performances by 2 of the dance clubs early last year during the malay week at the Esplanade.

but i must say the zapin/silat that i performed was very minimilistic. but still i did some Zapin! Kudos to Farida our chereographer and MLCC notably FIrdaus and Hassan for their vision.

the dikir barat is great too. i wished i could see if fully as an audience. :D

till next time.

post-Latin Feste 06

Latin Feste is finally over! All the bi-weekly trainings, the rehearsals, the back pain, the stress.

It went well though i wasn't too pleased with myself because i really wanted to perfect all my 3 dances but i didn't. I couldnt really concentrate. My mind wasn't as alert and i couldnt think what comes next when i'm doing the previous set of steps. Its mainly because i want feeling well the night before. had diarrhoea and vommitted the disgusting pills. plus the white converse shoes didnt help in my anxiety that i can complete the double turns in time. Or i think it was just fatigue from having lack of sleep for the past week...

Well... there's always the dance concert!

Well i am pleased because i hear a lot of good comments about the dance. A number of people come up to me and they said they enjoyed the performances. They said i look like i was really enjoying the dance. a few commented i dance well or they never thought i could dance so well.! :D yay. of course it made my day.

talking about making my day, during the final rehearsals, Eugene came up to me and told me that Lionel commented that he liked my style. "Lionel like MY style" !!!I was unwell so it didnt really hit me as much and i wasnt so WOWED instantly. hehe.. but anyway yeah THAT really made my day. (Lionel is our salsa instructor.) I'm glad i was absent during that rehearsal when he said that, 'cause i won't know wad to say...

:p

I'm proud i am mainly responsible for these posters! (sort off):




YAY!!

Thursday, February 09, 2006

i hate po chai pills

period

(kiv)

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

ach(E) illes heel

the tendon, i think hurts even more. i am not sure i rememebered i rested my legs yesterday but today it aches. help. emix training just ended at 10pm, tmrw i have Tarian and wed a full dress rehearsal. and THURS the big day: Latin Feste! :p

i need a healing potion...

(p.s. im glad i spoke to Carol our dance instructor about my 'chicken out' for the salsa commerical auditions!)

Friday, February 03, 2006

centennial post!

This marks my 100th blog post! Yay!!

Looking back, i still recalled how reluctant i was in starting to blog and share with possibly strangers and acquaintances and friends my thoughts, desire and dreams. I started out merely reporting the eventful memories i had of the day 'cause i was uneasy about sharing too much 'secrets'! (think i'm mysterious?) Although i've of late attempted to be open, i feel that there is a long way to go.

Maybe when i start sharing my dark childhood and my sexuality among other private things, one can then safely say that i am really more OPEN. But for now an open yet undeciphered book i remain. :P

I'm celebrating the 100th post by telling 10 people of my blog! (especially that lately those who used to read it are too busy...) Should i? we shall see! Lol :p


(p.s technically this can't be a centennial post since its not 100 years since i first blogged! but yeah i just thought that 100th post sounds less fun :)

Dirty Dancing?



i finally did something decent! after 4 plus hrs of brainstorming, conceptualizing and art directing that is. I'm quite proud of it and i am happy & very satisfied! Even if it doesn't get the thumbs up from the committee i'll be still proud of it. ;)

reminiscent of the army

i'm tired yet again.

somehow its reminiscent of my army days. the fatique. the weariness from training, the road marches, the long runs. Its like when you're tired and you don't feel like doing anything. your feet are numb and your body ached.

my feet particularly hurt today especially the toes 'cause i danced with converse shoes. it is my attempt at trying to figure out whether i can really dance in them for i intend to by a white leather one for the El Hombre performance for Latin Feste next week.

tired...

(p.s. i am disgusted at how inefficent the marketing person for the club. I was asked today to help come up with a mailer! what the! although i am interested i can't help feeling irked.)

Thursday, February 02, 2006

a pair of rested legs neeeded- anyone?

im very tired

very

opened my email

Robert Yeo asks: Fadzli, have u send your 3 haikus already pl?

WHAT!?

I did sent it to his HOME address on time.

pissed.

tired. shagged from dance. tired.

Arggggghhh..

legs.. do you have rested ones pl?