money matters

i know that having money is not the key to happiness but i could not help it to be missing out on some fun in life for that i do not have enough of it. maybe im too greedy? i mean will there ever be enough?! haha. anyway, it always happens to me. like today is christmas eve, i wished i could be out with my frens but the real reason why i am avoiding them is that im broke! haha. tell you how broke i am. i am like $280 behind my mobile bilss, abt $80 behind my dial up bills and in future, i would have to pay $300 a mth till i grad for the lost flute!! i hope my finacial situation will not get any worse.

ok ok, i should really be contended with my life yeah? at least i have time to read books. at least theres Idol Christmas special to watch on my Dad's 42 inch Plasma tv. At least there's food at home. thank god my parents are still around. sigh. yeah man, having not enough money is a good thing after all, being able to appreciate what i have. anyone got a part time position for me?

god bless money.

fuzz