what was i thinking
Robert Yeo, Singaporean poet (who is coincidentally on today's Life section's cover for the liberetta that he just did), my prof for Creative Writing said that we could use our blog for the journal segment of the assignment. So i'll hope to be more expressive and open in my writing so that hopefully i can revisit these reflections in writing my poetry.
I am still tired from today. Esp the rehearsals for caderas latinas. What was i thinking? THey announced that i am going to perform for all the 4 salsa items. I am surprised cause it seems that i am the only guy/person doing ALL 4? When both Alina and Faye asked me whether i am okay i can;t believe i didn;t say no.
What was i thinking? Maybe i thought it was a good thing? No. I really don;t know what to think. I know myself and i know that i am definitely not one of the better dancers. I noe that Eugene requested to be involved in less cause hos growing passion for hip hop. But what about the rest: Zhimin and Raphael? i am not really sure but i think they are dancing for only 3. Am i supposed to be flattered? I think its blind flattery. Am i supposed to be dissapointed? insulted? i dunno.. And i can;t understand why Julian is chosen to dance for only a couple.. in my opinion he dance as well if not better. and certainly catches it faster. anyway.. yeah to make it weirder, he is 'understudying' the Ran Kan kan item which he had done before! WEIRD.
What was i thinking? and wad were they thinking? i dunno.
on the bus ride home i thought about it. well actually i lied. i thought about it when i was waiting for the bus home. I thought to myself this can't be. one: i feel bad cause the average dancer(me) dance for 4 items. ANd most importantly its far too stressful for me to do all 4. PLUS the new shines aint that easy too...
sigh.. Ill talk to alina tmrw and see whats REALLY behind this decision... but i still will want to preform one less..
i need sleep.
I am still tired from today. Esp the rehearsals for caderas latinas. What was i thinking? THey announced that i am going to perform for all the 4 salsa items. I am surprised cause it seems that i am the only guy/person doing ALL 4? When both Alina and Faye asked me whether i am okay i can;t believe i didn;t say no.
What was i thinking? Maybe i thought it was a good thing? No. I really don;t know what to think. I know myself and i know that i am definitely not one of the better dancers. I noe that Eugene requested to be involved in less cause hos growing passion for hip hop. But what about the rest: Zhimin and Raphael? i am not really sure but i think they are dancing for only 3. Am i supposed to be flattered? I think its blind flattery. Am i supposed to be dissapointed? insulted? i dunno.. And i can;t understand why Julian is chosen to dance for only a couple.. in my opinion he dance as well if not better. and certainly catches it faster. anyway.. yeah to make it weirder, he is 'understudying' the Ran Kan kan item which he had done before! WEIRD.
What was i thinking? and wad were they thinking? i dunno.
on the bus ride home i thought about it. well actually i lied. i thought about it when i was waiting for the bus home. I thought to myself this can't be. one: i feel bad cause the average dancer(me) dance for 4 items. ANd most importantly its far too stressful for me to do all 4. PLUS the new shines aint that easy too...
sigh.. Ill talk to alina tmrw and see whats REALLY behind this decision... but i still will want to preform one less..
i need sleep.
posted by Fadzli Jay at 1:36 AM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home