Sunday, November 27, 2005

motivation

im tired and sleepy from studying but i gotta do this: this entry will be about what i want or hope to do in the hols!

(1)Internship with the creative dept of an Ad agency
okay this is so hard to get especially that my hols is only a mth!! like hello who would want to take me?? Haha.. i'll try to try and get one nevertheless at Gosh Advertising and the other agencies which i briefly liaised during my internship stint as Marketing Comms Exec in FACT Software. So if i dun get one there's loads of other stuff to do like the following;

(2)Ad Hoc
One off super exciting events which will take place irregardless of whether i get an internship or not and the myriad of activities includes; Emix Dance Camp, Twist of Fate, Rent, Hope Street Reconstructed, Kirti's Birthday party at some club, etc!

(3) get in SHAPE!
When i look down (duh at my belly lah!) its bitterwseet cause its both funny yet depressing to see my tummy. I feel like im pregnant. Haha. I SWEAR i will get some semblance of a six-pec (even those that u have to look constipated just too make it appear) . the goal has been procrastinated too long. Oh yeah and a nice chest to go along? :p hehe so run swim and gym i shall go to.

(4) New Year at KL?
I wanna dance some more. Heard that at Bangsar, KL the roads are blocked just before midnite so that everyone will come out fromthe clubs to the street and gather together to revel in diesta if there's such a word! lol. :) Prob go with Deen ad Abby? hmmm Lyn? or maybe a date! haha or a buddy.. then i prob meet everyone else there.. hopefully got enuff cash. i think i need $250 at least! :p

(5) More dance classes!!
At Jitterbugs? Hip Hop 1 again? or Maybe traumatize myself again at Funk Jazz? haha Or try Intro to Jazz at LA? hmm which path shall i go? Salsa is always in. Hip Hop is COOL but i love expressive dance like Jazz and Modern/Contemporary... im wishing i could do my pirouttes with the NUS DAnce Ensemble some day.. theyre my idols now.. hehe no no Jay Chou is still my IDOL NUS Dance Ensemble is like my fav! woah i still can vividly rem their dance for Bjork's Human Behavior and State of Emergency- breathtaking!!!

(6) Go on a date with a Girl?
Hmm... hanvent done this for centuries.. haha... Technically i can count with my 'lil bro' how many time(s) i officially go on a date? 1? haha maybe not.. Anyway yeah la.. i dun really need a gf rite now like HELLO. really. i always am proud to depend on myself be emotianally idependent. My frens and me are enuff: no longing need to feel loved by a sig other.. Esp not if im like broke 47% of the time and alwasy wanting to upgrade my wardrobe 43% of the time. so only 10% of the time ill be like thinking who should i splurge on? LOL.. Seriously im not a selfish person.. i just have needs which i need to settle myself. (sounds weird? dun think dirty) Back to dating. Yeah i have to admit everyone got someone. Lyn, Deen, SYahriel, Yati, Fiza! and dear Julie. Well currently not Azrina..but prob she only treat me as a fren. Well fyi last 3 girls are still in my msn's A List! go figure.

One thing about me though... i dun see the rush. i feel that more often than not people get into relationship because they dun noe how other ways to find out more about the other person.. like i 'chop' u now then we get to know each other kind of thing. then blah blah blah, etc, etc etc.. then they find out not suitable then break up.. i think its a waste of time AND resources. People should get to know each other as frens... then only after long while.. date? hehe.. but then again TO EACH HIS/HER OWN. :)

I have yet to really date a guy either... or have i? LOL hmmm.. sometimes i wish i was a cat..dun have to date just hump around and be independent and happy.. or maybe i am a cat! :p But then again i dun make those public baby noises which is scary and irritating esp at nite! boo!

oh yeah

(7) Join Liyana an co. for DanceWorks!
Hmmmm... i didnt audtion for EMix cause i got sth on that day, anyway only 8 girls i think got in.. i swear i wouldnt get past the first round of audtions if i tried for emix's audition for the competition. But anyway, ill be 25 next year which means it will be my first and last shot at Dance works.. so im gonna give it a go.. of course if Zallie or more guys join me.. (too paiseh to be only one of two guys esp with Lionel as the Judge) I think its a great opportunity to improve myself and show others io can groove and hip my hop! or Hop my hip! :p

(8) all things fail.. i have my first passion which is the FLUTE!
im not sure still contemplating whether i can or i want to commit to Symphonia's rehearsal. maybe i should move on to dance for real? esp that its my last year! just put my flute aside.. Morevoer the fact that i had to repay the Sakyo flute which i lost that cost a bomb is prob a sign i should retire musically for real? haha.. sigh... but MUSIC is cool!

DANCE is somehow cooler cause its MUSIC plus dance!! :p

okie... im excited..

study study now...


Muacks,
My crappiest entry ever! (hey but it sounds so like me! FUN!)

Fuzzie Wuzzie
(the cat growing a pathetic bellie)

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