what to do?
school's great. Great professors. Great courses.
i wanna get my Deans List this term. Im worried that i dun get it... I will work hard and do my readings on time and participate extensively in seminars.. but to be honest, i am not confident of my group's ability to get that A.
A good grp needs at least one Perfectionist! i doubt i have the energy to be a perfectionist for all my courses considering i am not even one in person!
Darn.
Plus... I only am fond of but a few girls in SMU but why must all of them get attached b4 i have the chance to do anything!!
A great girl is someone that makes me happy: laugh: feel good abt myself and someone i admire. shit i think ill start tearing if i continue...
But sometimes i ask myself, do girls always go into a relationship because of love or because they just needed a bf? to feel good abt themselves??
Sad.
but love school.. happy and contended..
sth missing in my life? mid life crisis! SHIT
or am i really gay?
i wanna get my Deans List this term. Im worried that i dun get it... I will work hard and do my readings on time and participate extensively in seminars.. but to be honest, i am not confident of my group's ability to get that A.
A good grp needs at least one Perfectionist! i doubt i have the energy to be a perfectionist for all my courses considering i am not even one in person!
Darn.
Plus... I only am fond of but a few girls in SMU but why must all of them get attached b4 i have the chance to do anything!!
A great girl is someone that makes me happy: laugh: feel good abt myself and someone i admire. shit i think ill start tearing if i continue...
But sometimes i ask myself, do girls always go into a relationship because of love or because they just needed a bf? to feel good abt themselves??
Sad.
but love school.. happy and contended..
sth missing in my life? mid life crisis! SHIT
or am i really gay?
posted by Fadzli Jay at 11:20 PM
2 Comments:
welllllll, i think girls have boyfriends so that they have someone to share their lives with. I gets lonely when the rest of your gal friends have someone to bring them out for dinner. Haha, you can try harder i guess, but you guys are lucky cause there are many good girls around im school. SO dont worry k
i guess so.. but good girls for me are hard to come by?
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