tHunDERstorms in my heArT

I am finally seeing the sun in this gloomy term
finally feel a tinge of motivation and a spark of enthusiasm
which once i had in great abundance
oh, i do pray that such jouissance would once again radiate from me
and its energy infusing and spreading happiness once again
of witty humor, pleasant sarcasm and enjoyable antics

Resisted i tried but alas i succumbed to much negative energy,
of destructive habits and wallowing in self-pity and
feeling defeated, unmotivated and dissapointed
of prolonged feverish state and basking in my lazy days
Why. why do i feel and act that way
then i prayed for it to all go away.

Now the thunderstorms in my heart are finally fading away,
the aggravation, diminished by contentment, laughter and gratitude
happiness as my state is just a fog away
there will be similar days like these but who cares?
one will have to look forward and always be grateful for what we have
Look! the thunderstorms in my heart, it is finally lifted!
GOd Bless.

Thank God for happy friends, affectionate cats, the hilarious Simpsons, the magical Charmed, JB: my personal getaway space!

Fuzz